In October I got fired from work because I was unable to go to work because I was going through a miscarriage, and the management wouldnt accept my doctors notes.I havent been able to find work since. The state wont help me because I am not disabled or pregnant. My Fiancee is on social security because he was hit by a car when he was 16. Our bills come to about 250 dollars extra a month than what we can afford. Both of our families basically backed out on us. I am in college and cant even afford my books- I got lucky with on set because a fellow clasmate bought mine for me. It depresses me constantly and I cry daily. All I want to do is to be able to help out and I know my fiancee helps both of us as much as he can because he loves me and I know he wont stop until he runs out of options. We've been trying to get married for over a year and every time we're almost there- the world crashes around us a little further....